*sigh* Lovely

September 14, 2004

Lovely. Just lovely.

My day today was lovely. It started out triple merde and a half, as I woke up like 45 minutes late and was super late. But Teena and I suprisingly got to school on time. Well the rest of my day was rather Meh.

But then 6th period ended and “Baub” gave me a note saying that hes flattered that I think hes SUPER cute (which he is) and would def like to get to know me better. I was smiling for a while. A long while. =D

Not much else.



My Interesting Friends

September 10, 2004

Popular interests among nickle4urdreams’s friends
1. music (14) 11. driving (4)
2. friends (7) 12. reading (4)
3. movies (7) 13. dancing (4)
4. boys (6) 14. the postal service (4)
5. clothes (5) 15. snowboarding (4)
6. sleeping (5) 16. something corporate (4)
7. saves the day (4) 17. harry potter (4)
8. stars (4) 18. brand new (4)
9. photography (4) 19. britney spears (3)
10. shopping (4) 20. emo (3)
My most interesting friend is who has 12 of these interests,
followed by (12), (11) and (10).
My friends are 77.16% normal.
Popular interests created by _imran_

Salad deprived

September 8, 2004

Pretty great day today, up until work (of course).

School was easy, suprisingly. Nothing to do in TA, Gov. we watched a film (Walter Kronkite is SOOOO OLD!). In Stats Julie and I like powered through our work super speedy like, and we had a fun time overall. We’ve decided that when it comes to picking out flaws in people we don’t like, we’re going to hell. She and I got our hair cut afterwards at the R.O.P. Cosmetology building, and I’m really happy with how it turned out. They left my sideburns, shortened the sides, and trimmed the top so its all evened but not as short as my barber usually does it. And all that for only $5.25! Gotta love cheap haircuts that turn out awesome.

Work was crap. The new guy has no common sense. He’s a total shoe. And a wheelbarrow. Urgh. And to top off my crap night overall, I made myself a really nice salad with lots of lettuce, onions, a carrot curl, and some hard boiled egg (mmmmm) with the Club’s super awesome Ranch dressing, and when I got downstairs, I dropped it and It splattered all over the carpet. I had to clean it up. Sadly I lost my appetite and feel slightly queasy now. So meh.

Gotta talk to my date to homecoming about a certain guy she knows… Grr. It would be so convenient if he were gay and interested in me. But of course, being my life, It won’t turn out that way. Blah.

*dancing around*

September 7, 2004

Hola everybody!

I’m like really into this band right now. Not my usual type of music, but it’s just too good to pass up. The band’s name is “The Rasmus” and everyone should have a listen. Theyre a more gothic-ISH (big emphasis on the ISH) version of Linkin Park with more melody and less electronic and a complete absense of rap elements. “F-F-F-Falling” is ruling my life, while the dance remix of “In The Shadows” is definately rocking my flip-flops. Go. Now. And enjoy.

School today was fun! I got like 12 nominations for homecoming prince and Rose and I asked each other at the same time, which was adorable. So I’m goin to my Senior homecoming with a Sophomore (oh get over it, i know some awesome sophomores!) and It’s gonna rock! I’m gonna be the only one in our group who can drive.


the end.

Hmm de Hmm

September 5, 2004

I’m feeling a lot better than i was yesterday with that depressing post. Still feel like that but not in a depressed way.

Took a drive tonight and had all the windows down and the sunroof open and music on loudly. Surreal feeling i got from the night air. I need to do that more often.

Been listening to music all night. I need some blank CD’s so I can get this stuff off the computer and into my room where i can actually listen to it comfterbly. The Rasmus is ruling me now. That and Fefe Dobson and The Rocket Summer. And Michelle Branch.

Ok well I think this is done.


September 4, 2004

Yea, I dunno.

I feel like shit. Which scares me because I have no idea why, at least not why I feel bad just right now.

I was going to go on a date today, but nooo i had to stay home and be here with mi madre all day when ive been saying for a week how i was gonna go do something today, and no one objected. Sam was here, and I figured he was going to be here with mom, but he just kinda left on a motorcycle ride. I had like 2 hours to myself today, and I went and hung out with Adam at It’s a Grind and then we went to Folsom and Sunrise so he could pay some bills.

This bag of Starburst makes me mad. Its mostly orange and yellow.

Like most everyone else, not EVERYONE but a lot, Im pissed off at the male species. I want a boyfriend. Really badly. I want someone who I can go see and cuddle with. And share with.

My friend situation is as wierd as ever. I have a lot of friends, and some awesome ones are mixed in, but I dont have a best friend. I havent since Nikki and I grew apart. I think I’m getting used to it, but the fact that I dont have a best friend kinda saddens me. Most people know who theyre walking with at Graduation, I don’t even know where to start. I dont have anyone to call when something super exciting happens, and no one that calls my parents “mom and dad” too. I want that.

Another fuckin orange starburst.

And a yellow. Suprise suprise.

Oh well. I’m gonna go read or something.

Lots goin’ On

September 1, 2004

Hey all, I’ve been pretty occupied with other stuff, so I haven’t been able to update this as much as I’d like.

So my mom’s coming home from the hospital tomorrow I hope. She went in for a hicterectomy (bye bye interior female reproductive system) on monday and has been recovering. The pain medications she was put on were making her throw up and feel worse so she had to stay an extra night. I really wanted to go down to see her, but between her feeling bad and work, I sadly haven’t had the chance.

I’m getting really excited about my super awesome “Stop the Hate” demonstration at school. I talked to Peer Counseling and got a lot of volunteers, and some great feedback so I could alter parts of it to make it easier to swallow while still having a shock factor, and be more effective. Typing up the thing that I’m going to present to the principals next week, gonna show Mrs. Woodbury and get it approved friday. Woot.

Totally cute guy at school. Sophomore, but hes cute enough and has a great personality to make up for that. I’m pretty sure hes 16, so the age thing isnt an issue. The bad part is that I don’t even know if he’s gay, and due to a GSA rule that he brought up, I can’t ask him (confidentiality kinda thing). Gonna tell his friend Rose that I know that I think hes super cute (my wording will be “the cutest thing on 2 legs that I’ve seen in eons” so im more of my cute self lol) and see what her reaction is. It’ll either be “Oh, thats nice” or “OMG We’re totally setting you two up on a date.” Hopefully choice number 2.

Hes So cute!!

Anyway, back to typing.

Ciao bellas!