No, I’m not Dead!

September 14, 2007

I just realized that the last time I wrote a blog was in July… like 2 months ago… Whoops!

Lots has happened since then. I got my Sidekick III (thank god), Instant Gratification is mostly back up on it’s feet, I had a birthday, and I’m back in school for the semester.

My digital life has pretty much died for the last few weeks. I’m all over the place with school, work, QSA, and friends/family/boyfriend, and I haven’t had much chance to get anything done at all.

Sooooo I started this post with a lot of drive to write a lot, but that has just deserted me =P

Keep an eye on the Instant Gratification page for a new post tonight/tomorrow! We’re recording Episode #5 tonight and it should be edited/posted ASAP.


Stuff and Things

July 16, 2007

That title is complete crap, incidentally.

I’m at work (as always) and bored (as always) and figured I’d have a non-tech overdose post. I AM looking for the Missing Sync program for the Hiptop platform, which has been discontinued (which hopefully means it’s free now).

This weekend was AWESOME. I got to spend the evening with Charlie on Saturday since his family was out of town. We watched “Minority Report” and “The Wedding Singer” and just relaxed and laid around. It was one of the most comfortable and relaxing nights I’ve had in a loooooong time. It’s amazing to me how just spending time with Charlie makes me feel, just completely at peace. He’s great =)

Sunday we went to McKinely Park with Lex and friends since we were unable to go to the lake, and I have to say it was a LOT of fun! We laid around on the blankets in the shade of a big ol’ tree and dozed and chatted and threw chips at each other. Nice lazy afternoon. We got frozen yogurt at Big Spoon afterward, which is always delicious.

I get to pick out some new glasses soon, hopefully next week. I’m wearing my glasses for the next few weeks since I need to give my eyes a break from my contacts, and my current frames are getting kinda tired. I’ve changed my style a few times since I got them (minor changes, but changes all the same) so they don’t really fit me anymore. So it’s time to go get some new ones! I was poking around the interwebs today and found a style that interests me, so I’ll toss it up here

I like the detatched sides on these with the thicker ear pieces. Dunno about the light brown on the sides since I wear stark black and white so often, and that might look a little odd. Never had anything Armani, and I bet these cost almost as much as my damn phone…

There was another style that was frameless and the earpieces can come off and be switched out with other colors and styles, which was interesting. With the same frames you can have variability.

Well, I’m gonna get back to data entry. I need to hit Edward up to try to podcast tonight. I really want to get the next episode up since it’s been more than a month. So hopefully keep an ear out!

So things are going freakishly well in my life at the moment. My car is running great, I have quite a bit of money, yet I still can treat myself to nice things, my boyfriend is amazing and I get to see him quite a bit, my friends are awesome, and I’m in the middle of a week off of work (and my week back is super easy).

Basically everything is super-fantabulous. I wanna go to Wal-Mart and get one of those cheap kites and go to the Folsom Lake levee and fly it. But no one to go with. Ho hum.

The day is absolutely freakin fantastic, my windows are all open and its breezy and nice outside. My new cologne is good but im not sure how much im lovin it after 10 minutes, smells slightly like fake tanner. But it was expensive so I have to love it lol.

I look like a total bum today and i love it.

I had the wierdest dream last night. I dreamt my family and I took in a kid from Placerville into our home for christmas whos parents didnt love him, and I fell in love with him. There was that dirty dream element for a bit, but then it went to us all at the dinenr table the last night he was gona be there and he was talking about how amazing it is to be a part of a loving family who cares for him so much, and I was sitting next to him like weeping. I dunno what it means, but I gave my mom a big hug when i woke up. =)

So yea. Kinda rambling now. Gonan drive down to Sac tonight (well, in aa couple hours) and visit Janelle at her work, then give Travis a call to let him know I’m down there lol. Dunno what else.


September 4, 2004

Yea, I dunno.

I feel like shit. Which scares me because I have no idea why, at least not why I feel bad just right now.

I was going to go on a date today, but nooo i had to stay home and be here with mi madre all day when ive been saying for a week how i was gonna go do something today, and no one objected. Sam was here, and I figured he was going to be here with mom, but he just kinda left on a motorcycle ride. I had like 2 hours to myself today, and I went and hung out with Adam at It’s a Grind and then we went to Folsom and Sunrise so he could pay some bills.

This bag of Starburst makes me mad. Its mostly orange and yellow.

Like most everyone else, not EVERYONE but a lot, Im pissed off at the male species. I want a boyfriend. Really badly. I want someone who I can go see and cuddle with. And share with.

My friend situation is as wierd as ever. I have a lot of friends, and some awesome ones are mixed in, but I dont have a best friend. I havent since Nikki and I grew apart. I think I’m getting used to it, but the fact that I dont have a best friend kinda saddens me. Most people know who theyre walking with at Graduation, I don’t even know where to start. I dont have anyone to call when something super exciting happens, and no one that calls my parents “mom and dad” too. I want that.

Another fuckin orange starburst.

And a yellow. Suprise suprise.

Oh well. I’m gonna go read or something.

Tra la la!

April 1, 2004

Hola all! Its been a while since I updated, I dunno just havent felt like it I guess. I had a little insentive from Greg to do this too 😛

I got to talk to Danny today! It makes me smile. We talked about Full House and his butt-exposing pants lol. I really hope that he and I can get together this weekend. I need to ask him what hes up to. Mel’s cancelled party gives me a PERFECT opportunity to get out for a while, quite a while actually. Score!

Umm not too much else. Oh, I’m officially a farm boy. We got baby chickens today, theyre ADORABLE! But they’ll be annoying when they get bigger. Especially since we dont know which are male and female. So we could have like 3 roosters. *vomit*

I made a bracelet with beads that my neice brought, she picked out neon pink as my starting color. I added baby blue, lime green, and purple. Its totally a raver bracelet. I wanna make like 2 more, but shes leaving 😦

Well. Anyway. Nothing else I guess. With Aaron leaving school Im one of the only totally out guys at my school that I know of. Kinda daunting but not that bad. Mrs. Luna was talkin to me about it today during English. Its cool tho, if anyhting bad comes of it in any way I have friends to back me up, and I can take it as a learning experience.

Ok. NOW nothing else. Seriously.

P.S. Ashley was wearing Mango Mandarin body spray from Bath and Body Works today, same stuff that Russel wore. Happy memories 🙂 I wish Russ and I still talked, tho we’re not dating I still wanan be friends with him. I miss him and Chris. and danny. and D. and serena. and kat. and all the other ppl I’ve lost contact with over my 3 1/2 months of captivity.


February 15, 2004

I SAW SARAH AT SAFEWAY! And she looked uber sexah in her taco bell outfit! Grr baby, very grr!


January 24, 2004

Woot woot… Today was fun. Woke up at like 12:00 and realized that Chris’ party was today, got there at 2 (due to no one who knew the time being avaliable), and helped out with decorations. We wrestled that damn pool table out into his back yard lol that was interesting… Met a lot of new ppl, a lot of them weren’t interested in talking to me at all, but I had ppl I knew there to keep me company. We played balloon volleyball for WAAAAAAY too long lol. There was kareoke too, me and D sang “My Girl” by the Temptations lol that was hella fun. I know I’m leaving out a lot of stuff but Im also really tired. I got lost on the way home lol Theres this lane on Hwy 50 that you HAVE to get off on Folsom Blvd. and i totally forgot about it, and I couldnt merge in time, so I had to get off on Folsom. Couldnt make a u-turn for 5 mins, missed the ramp, couldnt make another u-turn for like 10 mins, finally got back on the freeway. I was so scared lol I had no idea hwere the hell I was. Yup. Ummmm well I’m like passing out on my keyboard so Im gonna go to bed.

Bet you anything my rents make me go to church tomorrow morning…

~ Blahhh! ~

January 17, 2004

Wow it really has been a while since I last updated this! I should prbly do it more often.

Well last night I worked. Yay for homophobes in the workplace!! lol Well afterward i got fed up with being grounded and went to Denny’s with a bunch of people. It was really fun, D, Serena, Russ, Chris, Danny, Kat, Kat’s (DUN DUN DUNNNNNN) BOYFRIEND, Kat’s friend, and the GAYEST STRAIGHT MAN IN NOR CAL!!!! lol This guy knows EVERYTHING about musical theatre that there is to know and has a flamier voice than Jack from Will and Grace! lol Such a userped queen.

Well when I laugh really hard, I rock back and forth. They made me laugh REALLY hard, and I rocked forward and slammed my face into my water glass. While everyone was giggling at that, I looked up and was like “IM THE DUMBEST PERSON I KNOW!!” and we all cracked up. I almsot literally fell outta my chair. A few things I did made us all laugh. Most fun Ive had in a while, some really good friends there. Made it nice to be able to be friendly and not have to worry about ppl being fake with me.

So ya. There are other things but theyre really depressing (like ppl hating me, cancer in my family, etc) but I dont wanna talk about them at the moment. So ciao!


November 29, 2003

Im haaaaaaappy!

I went out with Jana today to meet her boyfriend Reno, met Danny, Chris, *Russel*, and 2 of Chris’ friends at the theatre. Jana, Reno, Russ and I saw Timeline (it was ok). Well afterward Danny Russ and I went down to the downtown plaza to see some tree-lighting thing which didnt happen and was a letdown cuz we didnt get to pick up Kat and i really wanted to see her. I got my mom her b-day present tho. Well in hte car, Russ and I kissed! =D Well then we went to Lambda, open mic night, Madeline is AWESOME! Danny hit me and Russ turned around and was like “Hey, dont hit my boif…” and he got all embarassed (how cute!). Well when i got home i asked Russ if he wanted to finish the word (I kept calling him my boif all night) and he said ya so im sooooo not single anymore! I really like him a lot, hes such an awesome guy. He’s cute, funny, did i mention cute? =D so ya. Hes mine boys, back off! lol